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no promises made by SpringParamour no promises made :iconspringparamour:SpringParamour 1 0 youth by SpringParamour youth :iconspringparamour:SpringParamour 3 0 blindness by SpringParamour blindness :iconspringparamour:SpringParamour 2 0
you'd notice her, if you looked, a stick girl, tall for her age, carrying around a split lip and a bruised heart like a weapon, like a reason. she needs a reason, something to keep her from breaking.
i do not love you.
i never respected you.
i didn't need you, then or now.
you smashed me, broke me down. i had nothing, but i wanted you, because you were there and oh how i wanted you. but still – i didn't have you.
you knew i only had you and you made sure i knew because you pulled my hair and addressed me, 'bitch', and i came as i was called. then you would put bandaids on my skin and pull me close and say 'shh shh, i love you'. but you didn't. you never did. you liked the game and you liked to win and you liked how i lost.
i am stronger now.
but somewhere in my heart, softly beating beyond now-thick skin,
i fear if you came calling, really screaming, loud to me,
i would come.
(because i secretly think i still want you, all of you)
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be crazy by SpringParamour be crazy :iconspringparamour:SpringParamour 0 1 winter in her eyes by SpringParamour winter in her eyes :iconspringparamour:SpringParamour 0 0
she's marked. tattooed to her back, skin stretched across bones so stuck-out its alien, is X. she is X, and cannot not be so. It is on her, on her flesh, on her bow-shaped mouth, on her breath in, breath out, in, out. X is tagged into her brain. she cannot escape this thought, this one single moment of time and memory and regret because she is marked. she is X.
she got out fast.  there is too much love. it surrounds her; suffocates her. she's fading with every chloroformed term of endearment. but it follows her, with every floor-board creak and silver slice of skin and forget. she cannot escape X.  
she remembers a morning, waking up, blades of sun painting her naked back golden and leaving X on her skin prominent. she doesn't see it until the mirror tells her, the blackness drawing constellations across freckled stars. fingering the reminder; it does not smudge or move and she moves so fast towards the bathroom.
drug-addict blonde places between bony elbows, she sc
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crooked heart baby by SpringParamour crooked heart baby :iconspringparamour:SpringParamour 0 0 midway by SpringParamour midway :iconspringparamour:SpringParamour 1 3 it's easy, hard as it seems by SpringParamour it's easy, hard as it seems :iconspringparamour:SpringParamour 3 0 it's time you let go by SpringParamour it's time you let go :iconspringparamour:SpringParamour 2 1 dear you look so lost by SpringParamour dear you look so lost :iconspringparamour:SpringParamour 1 1 live blurred die young by SpringParamour live blurred die young :iconspringparamour:SpringParamour 0 1 the quiet is uncomfortable by SpringParamour the quiet is uncomfortable :iconspringparamour:SpringParamour 1 4
brother boy
mama used to sing to us about peach trees and turtle shells and her hippie childhood when we lay in bed, on quiet summer nights, loud with insects outside.
and you, you were always beside me, breathing softly like steady oceans waves lulling me to dreams. how i loved you, head of curls lying on hand-sewn giraffe pillows, you were my hero. some nights i would crawl in beside you, back to back (because then the monsters couldn't get us) and we would whisper about how we were different from the rest of the school-children, and it made us feel big; or murmur tales of the constellations in the sky, and how small it made us seem. you breathed into my life and you were big and bright and beautiful and i could have spent my whole life in those two beds, made for dolls and separated by that old brown side table. i was happy those nights; me and you and the shallow in-and-out of your breath floating in the nothingness all around us.
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if only if only by SpringParamour if only if only :iconspringparamour:SpringParamour 0 1


On your back by bittersweetvenom On your back :iconbittersweetvenom:bittersweetvenom 826 30 xcc 302 by metindemiralay xcc 302 :iconmetindemiralay:metindemiralay 1,750 84 Uwaga by Klaamka Uwaga :iconklaamka:Klaamka 802 0 Dark Velvet by thienbao Dark Velvet :iconthienbao:thienbao 9,050 505 oh lucy in the sky. by CaitlinWorthington oh lucy in the sky. :iconcaitlinworthington:CaitlinWorthington 578 24 Save Us by patsour Save Us :iconpatsour:patsour 450 69 Gradient action by iNeedChemicalX Gradient action :iconineedchemicalx:iNeedChemicalX 614 138 Wedding Theme Action by ver00nika Wedding Theme Action :iconver00nika:ver00nika 1,544 46 NoiseLess RetroFit Actions by Noise-Less NoiseLess RetroFit Actions :iconnoise-less:Noise-Less 1,380 121 caitlins actions. by CaitlinWorthington caitlins actions. :iconcaitlinworthington:CaitlinWorthington 985 146 Photoshop Action 22 by saturn-rings Photoshop Action 22 :iconsaturn-rings:saturn-rings 5,006 675 Lara Jade Actions- Free Sample by larafairie Lara Jade Actions- Free Sample :iconlarafairie:larafairie 2,430 407 +Littlest Things Action by heretoparty +Littlest Things Action :iconheretoparty:heretoparty 63 13 DD Action. by weCanFollow DD Action. :iconwecanfollow:weCanFollow 42 4 Ivy by milieere Ivy :iconmilieere:milieere 160 21


i am now almost halfway through my fifty-two. so many shoots coming up and it is hectic to organize them but i love it - and you, small but wonderful followers. thank you.

high school is warped and fun, like a mirror house in a circus-fair. people's hearts, in love, are broken daily, and i have been in like too many times to count with beautiful boys who are terrible boys too.

just as promised, images of pretty root haired twins are now up on my blog:…
love any love i get.

next = stolen shopping carts + young girls in wedding dresses + jesus necklaces and tutu's + writing + a short film

and much, much more.


caitriona a.
just a shutterbug with the plans to be somebody

Current Residence: everywhere
Favourite photographer: Nirrimi Hakanson, Kitty Gallannaugh, Matt Caplin, Tess Mayer, Lucia Pang
Favourite style of art: photography, writing
Skin of choice: mine


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ruviraswonderland Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2011
When are you uploading more stuff? I miss your work! :)
morganbocknek Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2010
love your style. your stuff is great! :)
SpringParamour Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2010
thanks (:
madwar Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2010   Photographer
yo caitie. checky outy my new stuffy . (:
tonkiboi Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2010  Professional Artist
sorry i had a power cut lol
ruviraswonderland Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2010
totally loved your last photograph :) and also the id, so funny i think the same!
madwar Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2010   Photographer
put the sam photos up soon!
i really really want to see them!
madwar Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2010   Photographer
hey c.
its maaaddddyyy.
i created a new account.
cause i didnt like my username. (:
we have to plan the colllllabb. (:
sings-in-hightops Featured By Owner May 9, 2010   Photographer
kay, you need to educate me more on what exactly a collab is..
i mean i know its when two people ocme together to make a work of art, but photography... how does that work ? :D <33
SpringParamour Featured By Owner May 9, 2010
ahaha i was confused at first too. so for photography it's like, both of us take pictures, maybe one will take the posed and the other will capture the candid photos... and we both photoshop the photos in different ways, like you digitally manipulate it and i'll do colour editing, for example. its like sharing ;D
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